I apologise for the delay in response with the requests lately, RL threw a bit of a spanner in the works recently.
A life half lived, is a life not lived at all. Pain is needed to understand Joy, hate to feel love. Life is a balance... I have tasted the black holes and touched the sun... and for that I feel blessed.
If you don't like your life, rather than whine about it... do something to change it. Things may not always turn out the way you expected, but you can let it crush you or you can grow from it.